Sunday, June 8, 2008

I should be packing...

but I'm not. I washed clothes and took online quizzes for marketing all day. I made C's on my quizzes. Whatever. I am so over my business classes. I guess I'll have to study super hard so I can do well on my test.

Yesterday our friends Britt and Brittney moved into our neighborhood. Britt goes to school with Chris. Last night we cooked dinner for them and today I made soup for lunch so they wouldn't have to worry about unpacking/cooking/cleaning. Tonight they made peanut butter ice cream (YUM) and we hung out over there for a while. Now I am back at home. Brooks was mad because he wanted to go and we left him by himself. Chris is getting ready for work tomorrow. He is super excited about his job. Brooks and I are getting up early tomorrow to make our weekly trip to Jasper.

Friday I got a haircut and color. My friend Morgan is in beauty school and I let her fix my hair. She did a fantastic job! I will try to post a picture later this week. (This little part of my post doesn't seem to belong here-random random-but I am too lazy to change it.)

My mom went to church today! I know she was glad to get out of the house for a reason other than a doctor appointment. Last week went really well, and I know this week will be even better. Chris and I decided that I should go to Little Rock with my parents. It is a hard decision, especially if she has the bone marrow transplant while we are up there. We could be gone for a month!

Right now I am struggling with my own selfishness. There are things that I don't want to do but I know are the right things to do. And there are also things that I want, even though they are selfish and ungodly. I think doing the right thing is waaayy harder than doing the easy thing. (Does that even make sense? Well, it does in my mind.) I have been really whiny lately which is not good either. I know God is trying to mold me into something different for His purpose, but I am really struggling. Our Sunday School lesson was even about this! But for some reason I am just having a hard time getting my worldly thoughts to comprehend God's greatness.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I say yay for struggling. At least then you know that you're not just gliding by without being changed. I hope you have a great week. I know it's hard to not be at your house... even if you are at your OLD house. LOVE YOU!